Kebahagian dan kesedihan itu datangnya satu paket. Maupun kedatangan dan kehilangan itu datangnya bergantian. Seperti halnya datangnya hujan dan pelangi. Aku hanya bisa mencurahkannya lewat ini menjadi sebuah tulisan sederhana. Dan tidak semua tulisan 'saya' adalah saya. Ataupun tidak semua tulisan 'kamu' itu benar-benar kamu☺

Jun 11, 2012

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Posted by Agustin Sintya Suharto♥ at Monday, June 11, 2012
I'm just a stupid girl. I should know I'm not a princess in a fairy tale whom I read when I was a kid. Can get what I ask. I'm just a dreamer before and after you go-leave me-let me down.


I'm just a dreamer. Which until recently had so many dreams that come in every night. About life. About me, friends, family, especially about YOU. I always dream of getting the story happy end with you. The reality, I realize I'm just a dreamer who can't achieve happiness with you. I know now you've gone away and bring my beautiful dreams. My heart is dying remember you. Remembering our stories.

I can't imagine how we could be like this? Away from each other and leave all our memories. We seem to be too busy themselves. Displaying figure who standing alone without complement each other. The best way for us is avoiding each other. Actually I'm sick to keep all miss about you, our memories are too much, I know that memories can't feel anymore with you. Now, I want to greet and talk back like we were together. But I know we've been missing. Just me and you. I know that I was late and we can’t go back again.
 

Yes, It's me with all my flaws . I was a dreamer with dreams of a happy end. Although in reality  always opposite with my dream. I'm not special and nothing in your life, i know. I'm just someone who easily replaced. But honestly I'm someone who never gave up and not easy to walk away just like that. I’ll be here patiently waiting and see what you find there . I knew I had to learn what I have, what you don't have and who I am. I'll never give up to get true love. I want like the princess in a fairy tale who waiting for prince riding then pick me up and say 'I love you like you have now. Without change as i   want'. I'll be faithful waiting for the figure, even though it isn't you. The figure is really beautiful, loyal and responsible and love me wholeheartedly.

And I’ll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won’t forget you
Oh if my voice could reach back through the past
I’d whisper in your ear
Oh darling I wish you were here

“”Vanilla Twilight – Owl City”

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