Kebahagian dan kesedihan itu datangnya satu paket. Maupun kedatangan dan kehilangan itu datangnya bergantian. Seperti halnya datangnya hujan dan pelangi. Aku hanya bisa mencurahkannya lewat ini menjadi sebuah tulisan sederhana. Dan tidak semua tulisan 'saya' adalah saya. Ataupun tidak semua tulisan 'kamu' itu benar-benar kamu☺

Jan 29, 2012

Untittled

Posted by Agustin Sintya Suharto♥ at Sunday, January 29, 2012
Haiii Bloggies☺ . How's life ? I hope you're fine.Because I'll be sad if you're bad condition. I'll share with you about story. Don't guess this story about me, i just see about my environment.


Forget what have been happen in the past is so hard . Easy a theory not the action . It's very hard to do. The worst  do again by the same people. So hurt. And you sometimes say sorry doesn't mean sorry of heart sincerely. Are you like it?


Next, this time to tell you about love stroy
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That time i lost you. You disappeared in dark of the night. I tried to look for you. But, I don't find you just your shadow. The light of the cross in there and I found you with someone. I felt down. broken heart . How am I should accept for all ! And you never realize that someone never care with you like me.


Honestly , I'm comfort for your hug and never want to let you  go. But I haven't changed at all. I who give more to you than you give to me. I who truly understand who you are. But you're not understand me.

Just someone and you not you and me. I always beside you if you need me , even you loneliness because her. But, you disappear when I need you. And I knew someone can give you anything but I didn't give to you. So bad, but i don't give up about it. Although, I've been Hurt but I still alive. Because love sincerely to you. If  your love like my love. Maybe, my world will be colorful because you here.


So cruel when I see this world. If you had not gone and not leave me. We're still  together .You and me. But, the fact is over. Just memories about us, you and me. Are we can together again? Be love again. Just God is know. Know the best for you and me. Here I still love you. I don't know how long and until when feeling in my heart


Maybe I wasn't asking you to love me, but I just was asking you to understand my feeling. But, you need so long time to realize  it.  I've been hurt because  you've ignored it. It is bad timing. Maybe you don't care with me again. I've been here all along, just waiting, waiting for you to notice, waiting for you to care, waiting for you to love again. Waiting for you to say that you've been waiting me too, but you haven't to say it. Maybe you never will  or afraid to say it. But it all hurts the same for me. I've the one that's left broken and when I laid bed to sleep, I've still crying when you'd gone , so the bad timing. I've loved you then, like I love you now, like I probably always will love you.


How can I move on if you are still living in my heart?  How can i want to step forward, leaving the past behind, if i can't forgive what the past ? How can I love you for who he is, yet want to hate his for what he'd done?  I guess that's what it boils down to is this. There are always those defining moments, times make us or breaks us, build us or tear us apart, help us progress further or stop us dead in our tracks. and for whichever way we may choose, there's a consequence of equal value. It's a true test of what we stand for, where we came from, &where we are going. These are moments that we live , breathe & fight. These are the defining moments that leave imprints forever in our hearts, making our souls forever. These are choices that could bring you one step closer to forever or leaving you in the past. I guess in order to move on from the past you must learn to forgive it. And forgiving may mean letting go to look for the best way.


I had hoped you'd see my face and you're reminds that you ever love me. I don't forget everything have been happen with you. I can't forget for everything about you ! I just wish I can find someone like you. But, you're the best for me,now. And I promise with myself if I down or sad again after that I'll  be happy forever. Thanks you've been life in the past.Thanks for the sweet memories in my life. Thanks for a lesson to learn me   and everything to give me. i'll so miss you. The last  my word again is #ILoveYouSoMuch. Goodbye ♥♥♥♥

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